Update of summer
Hello,
I know Its been a while. I think a summary is the best way to describe it all so here goes.
My summer holidays had their ups and downs. It was amazing to be with my family including having long chats with my mom and playing board games with my siblings. Those kind of moments are always precious. However there were some family problems, My parents were in a bad state and there was a lot of drama in the house and a lot of emotional moments for every family member.
I had one exam when I got back to university which was clinical pathology and thank God I passed it.
Since I've returned to university I am happy to get back into the student life routine. However I've been thinking ahead and am already stressing. I am worried about next year since it will be mostly me speaking the very difficult language of Bulgarian. I'm also worried about my lack of clinical skills experience since we do so much theory these days at university instead of actual patient work which is what being in medical school is all about. I'm also worried that my CV for my job application next year may not be strong enough since I have not done much extra curricular activities at university and am currently trying to find some activities to do.
I also feel a little lonely already and really miss my family. I don't have a best friend anymore and I don't feel like I connect with anyone here. I'm just going to classes and lectures for my education and in between it making small talk with people. I've noticed a lot of students connect and talk to everyone in the room where as I feel people just don't make an effort with me and I don't connect with them. Its okay though because I know I'm here to study. But I have some friends in the other years and I will just try to meet them as much as I can. Finally I will keep myself busy with my studies and any other extracurricular things so time flies by.
Until next time xx
I know Its been a while. I think a summary is the best way to describe it all so here goes.
My summer holidays had their ups and downs. It was amazing to be with my family including having long chats with my mom and playing board games with my siblings. Those kind of moments are always precious. However there were some family problems, My parents were in a bad state and there was a lot of drama in the house and a lot of emotional moments for every family member.
I had one exam when I got back to university which was clinical pathology and thank God I passed it.
Since I've returned to university I am happy to get back into the student life routine. However I've been thinking ahead and am already stressing. I am worried about next year since it will be mostly me speaking the very difficult language of Bulgarian. I'm also worried about my lack of clinical skills experience since we do so much theory these days at university instead of actual patient work which is what being in medical school is all about. I'm also worried that my CV for my job application next year may not be strong enough since I have not done much extra curricular activities at university and am currently trying to find some activities to do.
I also feel a little lonely already and really miss my family. I don't have a best friend anymore and I don't feel like I connect with anyone here. I'm just going to classes and lectures for my education and in between it making small talk with people. I've noticed a lot of students connect and talk to everyone in the room where as I feel people just don't make an effort with me and I don't connect with them. Its okay though because I know I'm here to study. But I have some friends in the other years and I will just try to meet them as much as I can. Finally I will keep myself busy with my studies and any other extracurricular things so time flies by.
Until next time xx
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